Wednesday, May 14, 2014
Sunday, May 11, 2014
resolutions...
i m feeling better after two dull and drab mornings. its good , first day of the month so you can actually plan out and start something. everything aside i need to seriously focus on my academics and work for my future plans, because i know i can do it, but i have to put in a lot of hard work.
i am a kind of person who would not hesitate to plan something very big, but i usually don't work for it. although doing very well in my GRE exams is my ultimate priority as of now, but at the same time i need to work for the design work. i am very clear about my goals and the ways through which i am going to achieve it. 4500 words by the end of july, 50 words everyday then after every ten days i have to go back and check whether i still remember them.
one thing is very clear, if you think you are better off staying away from things that don't interest you then better change your mind. everybody everywhere is related to you, each and every action in this world affects you, it only matters how much does each one matters in your life. i always think there are places where i am better off not participating, but it only shows my incompetence. i may console myself with the fact that this college is not my world but when i will look back in my life after ten years or so then i will realize where was i, wat was i doing back then. so its never too late.
but at the end of the day its true i don't belong here, my world is calling me
blogging....
to
start with......i wil start with why people write blogs. someone who
wants to feel updated, someone who wants to be heard, someone who wants
to do something different.......i m writing coz i m getting bored . its
good to write blogs, it makes you feel better, it provides an outlet for
your emotions. it gives you a feeling of being intellectual (even if
you hardly know its spelling).
my life
i don't believe in any supernatural power
Why learn a lesson from life when you can actually teach it a one
i
don't know what i am saying right now. but one thing is for sure that i
am happy even after facing so many failures in my life .actually i have
plan for my life according to which i work. i usually tend to be doing
what interests other people more than i do. i have this habit of doing
things which make others happy, but at the same time over the years i
have developed this habit that if i don't make others happy it makes me
sad.
Wednesday, May 7, 2014
myself
I m very simple man… just want to do masti every time, never taken
anything seriously just enjoying the things and completing work without
having any tension…..
I m very friendly for my friends i m not having many friends , but
whatever i have that are more than enough for me…… i shared my each and
every thing with my very very close friend think there is no need to
mention the name my all frnds must be knowing him………
I basically want to derive more meaning from life. I refuse to live
by the rules that have been made by the stereotypes. Most people
misunderstand it when I say I want to do something different. What I
really mean is that, I dont want to live peripherally. If there’s a vast
ocean out there, I want to be able to experience the core. I want to
know and understand my life’s purpose because I feel if I am not
pursuing that, then I am wasting precious time, energy and missing out
on the punch that I can enjoy in every single day.
Not that I dont have an answer to any of these conflicts. I know that only by living each of my unfulfilling experiences, will I eventually find the thing thats closest to my heart. I know that I am going to have these times of emotional turbulence and I have to take them as challenges to find and reach my goal. Trust me, sometimes it feels horrible to have all the answers, because then life gives you no leeway to complain. And you end up missing out on that lovely feeling of instant gratification, which you can get only from being a crib.
Not that I dont have an answer to any of these conflicts. I know that only by living each of my unfulfilling experiences, will I eventually find the thing thats closest to my heart. I know that I am going to have these times of emotional turbulence and I have to take them as challenges to find and reach my goal. Trust me, sometimes it feels horrible to have all the answers, because then life gives you no leeway to complain. And you end up missing out on that lovely feeling of instant gratification, which you can get only from being a crib.
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